In March, Josh and I had a great B&B
weekend in Chadd’s Ford, Pa., and I started to write a travel piece about it for
the blog since travel writing was always one of my favorite writing
opportunities when I worked at the paper. But I was boring myself in that piece,
which guarantees it would have bored anyone else twice as much. I gave it up,
started over, this time focusing on the food of the trip, and ran it as my food
column in the newspaper. I think that much shorter version turned out much more
interesting, but I don’t get much feedback from the food column besides the
“that kale recipe last week looked interesting,” so I’ll never know if that
writing was any better than what I threw out.
And that’s it. I have not put thought to
keyboard, besides emails, the very infrequent Facebook posts, and the required
work stories. Every now and then I’d have a flutter of an interesting thought,
but it would be gone before Josh got home from work. Plus the whole Baltimore
riot situation was going on, for which I had no words, and to write about silly
or petty things at that time when I was reading some really great blogs and articles
on that issue felt irreverent.
Once you take a break from writing, it’s really
hard to get restarted. I thought about setting up another 10-day challenge for
myself, but didn’t. Confession: I’m a really lazy person. People see the whole
picture of the “things I get done” and think I’m a really busy person, but I’m
actually just extremely efficient at the things I do, leaving me tons of free
time for being lazy. At my best, I use that free time for writing more emails
or handwritten snail mail, checking in with friends by text, reading for
pleasure, studying the Bible, planning meals and dinner parties, remembering to
return library books on time, etc. At my worst, I discover a new television
series on Netflix and binge. Which is why you might notice I’ve picked up a
slight Texan twang.
In May, probably on a night that Josh was
working late, I decided to check out “Friday Night Lights” since it had been
mentioned in one or two blogs that I enjoy. I watched the first episode and was
hooked. It reminds me so much of “My So Called Life” and “Parenthood,” two
other binge-worthy shows, and I love a Texan accent and I love the relationship
between Coach Taylor and his wife and I could go on about this for a long time.
Within a week and a half, I had finished the first season, all during Rye’s
naps and Josh’s late shifts [note: this is secret binge-watching]. Writing and
reading went out the window. I’ve just finished season 3, and I’m trying to
convince myself to take a break before starting season 4. Which is what I said
after finishing season 2, but then didn’t.
I want to start writing again. I want to
start having interesting thoughts again, which means getting out of my rut,
exposing myself to more outside things, and then forming opinions on stuff [how
eloquently worded that is]. I hear-by vow not to watch any “Friday Night
Lights” for the next week.
I also plan to start journaling again. I
bought a journal back in April I think, and it’s still sitting on my desk in
its cellophane wrapper. This particular one inspired me because the cover reads
“Don’t remember the days, remember the moments,” which is my goal for
journaling. It’s easy to get caught up in wanting to write down everything that
happened in a day, but if you just write down the best or most out-of-the-ordinary
part of the day, it’s going to be a much more enjoyable read in the future.
Speaking of which, I found my journal from
2012 and re-read it (as much as I could still make out my handwriting, which
typically expires in about 10 days), and it was very enlightening. I was going
through a tough time, but the book is filled with hope and encouragement (that
journal’s cover reads “Live in Hope,” which was my theme at that point in life).
But even during a time of struggle, it was neat to see the other things that I
cared about at the time that weren’t so self-focused, like a coworker had left
the paper and wanted his job back and I told the editor I thought we should
take him back and he didn’t want to and I was really upset about it. That’s not
necessarily an event I’d forget in life, or at least not for a while, but I’m
terrible about remembering WHEN things happened in my life, even in
relationship to other things that have happened in my life. Writing them down
gives me a chance to have a record, if not a mental record.
So re-reading my journal was the catalyst
for me to now tear the plastic off my new journal and get started on my 2015
journal. So there you have it: I hear-by challenge myself to write in my
journal for the next 10 days.
As for blogging, be patient with me. I am
sure good thoughts will be reflowing soon.
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